Monday, July 13, 2015
Work week
Lord, I don't know who my future wife will be but you do. You know all things. So right now I make statement of faith and I willingly decide to trust you with my life so that you will guide our paths together. Lord, give my future wife a great and blessed work week. Let it be stress free and without incident. Help her to keep her eyes on you in all things, even when things get tough. I pray that you will guide her in making the right choices and decisions this week. Speak to her and let her know that that You love her. She is Your child first, God. Lead and direct her path. Thank you, Father. May she bring glory to Your name always. Amen.
Sunday, July 12, 2015
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Power of our mouth
I choose to believe this important promise: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope" Jeremiah 29:11
I always seem to go back to that scripture. No matter what version you read it sill gets the meaning across. We're never alone when God is with us.
The power of life and death is in the tongue Proverbs 18:31 . We have to align our mouth with the word of God and speak His promises over our situations. We can't go speaking negatively and expect God to move. God has been dealing with me on things like that. Sometime I'll find myself speaking something contrary to God's word. Not because I don't believe, but usually because I am joking around and not really meaning anything by it. That's exactly what I need to stop doing. It doesn't matter what the situation my look like, speak God's word over it no matter how hard it may be.
Lord right now I pray that my future wife is speaking Your word over her life. I pray that no matter how bleak the situation may look that she stands her ground and confesses Your word over it. Continue to bless her and be with her ever step she takes. Guide and direct her. Make her path straight. Anoint her hands so that everything she touches is for the glory of God. Pour out Your favor in her life. Put a hedge of protection around her where ever she goes. Be with her always. Amen
I always seem to go back to that scripture. No matter what version you read it sill gets the meaning across. We're never alone when God is with us.
The power of life and death is in the tongue Proverbs 18:31 . We have to align our mouth with the word of God and speak His promises over our situations. We can't go speaking negatively and expect God to move. God has been dealing with me on things like that. Sometime I'll find myself speaking something contrary to God's word. Not because I don't believe, but usually because I am joking around and not really meaning anything by it. That's exactly what I need to stop doing. It doesn't matter what the situation my look like, speak God's word over it no matter how hard it may be.
Lord right now I pray that my future wife is speaking Your word over her life. I pray that no matter how bleak the situation may look that she stands her ground and confesses Your word over it. Continue to bless her and be with her ever step she takes. Guide and direct her. Make her path straight. Anoint her hands so that everything she touches is for the glory of God. Pour out Your favor in her life. Put a hedge of protection around her where ever she goes. Be with her always. Amen
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
God knows the plan for our life
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
This is one of my favorite bible verses. Every time I go through something I go back to this verse. God knows the plan He has for our life! We just have lean on Him and trust His word. It's hard, I know. Especially when it doesn't look like anything is happening. Keep that positive outlook and keep confessing Gods word over your situation. Whether it be a new position, a new relationship, new friends, etc. God wants to bless us. We're not made to live in lack.
Lord right now I pray for my future wife. She can do ALL things through Christ Jesus! She is a joint-heir with You-an Ambassador for Christ! Lord, You word says in Matthew 21:22 "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. I pray right now that you will begin to manifest the prayers of my future wife in the physical. Whatever she's praying, I ask you begin to answer. Continue to bless her, Lord. Bless her abundantly. Pour out Your favor in her life! Lead and guide her in whatever she may do. Make her path straight. And Lord, keep her safe. Psalms 91:11 "For He will command His angels to guard you in all your ways" Send those angels and guard her every step. Amen
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
This is one of my favorite bible verses. Every time I go through something I go back to this verse. God knows the plan He has for our life! We just have lean on Him and trust His word. It's hard, I know. Especially when it doesn't look like anything is happening. Keep that positive outlook and keep confessing Gods word over your situation. Whether it be a new position, a new relationship, new friends, etc. God wants to bless us. We're not made to live in lack.
Lord right now I pray for my future wife. She can do ALL things through Christ Jesus! She is a joint-heir with You-an Ambassador for Christ! Lord, You word says in Matthew 21:22 "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. I pray right now that you will begin to manifest the prayers of my future wife in the physical. Whatever she's praying, I ask you begin to answer. Continue to bless her, Lord. Bless her abundantly. Pour out Your favor in her life! Lead and guide her in whatever she may do. Make her path straight. And Lord, keep her safe. Psalms 91:11 "For He will command His angels to guard you in all your ways" Send those angels and guard her every step. Amen
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Cast your cares on the Lord
1 Peter 5:7:
Cast all your cares on Him because He cares for you.
I just feel led to speak that verse over you. I don't know what or if you're going through anything right now, but that word has been string in my spirit. Anxiety, unanswered questions, feelings of doubt, what ever it may be, cast it upon the Lord. Surrender all. Throw up your and give it all to God. There is nothing we go though that we cannot cast on the Lord.
One of the first few songs I learned on guitar was "For the moments I feel faint" By Relient K. The second verse in that song goes like this: "I throw up my hands. Oh the impossibilities. Frustrated and tired Where do I go from here?" Sometimes that is exactly what we have to do. Throw up our hands and just surrender it all to God. He knows what we need. He knows what He's doing. We just have to come to the realization that God can fix whatever we're going through. It's hard. I know. The devil is telling us one thing trying to sway our thoughts. Trust God.
This post goes for me as well. I need to follow my own advise.
Father right now I come boldly to the thrown of grace. I pray for my future wife and whatever she may be going though. Speak to her; reassure her that You are in control and she has nothing to fear. Be that audible voice that she hears saying "I have it under control. I will never leave you or forsake you." Touch her, Lord. Place Your mighty hand over her life. Bless her abundantly. I speak favor over her! Surround and protect her throughout her life. Be with her where ever she may go. In all these things I ask in Jesus name. Amen.
Cast all your cares on Him because He cares for you.
I just feel led to speak that verse over you. I don't know what or if you're going through anything right now, but that word has been string in my spirit. Anxiety, unanswered questions, feelings of doubt, what ever it may be, cast it upon the Lord. Surrender all. Throw up your and give it all to God. There is nothing we go though that we cannot cast on the Lord.
One of the first few songs I learned on guitar was "For the moments I feel faint" By Relient K. The second verse in that song goes like this: "I throw up my hands. Oh the impossibilities. Frustrated and tired Where do I go from here?" Sometimes that is exactly what we have to do. Throw up our hands and just surrender it all to God. He knows what we need. He knows what He's doing. We just have to come to the realization that God can fix whatever we're going through. It's hard. I know. The devil is telling us one thing trying to sway our thoughts. Trust God.
This post goes for me as well. I need to follow my own advise.
Father right now I come boldly to the thrown of grace. I pray for my future wife and whatever she may be going though. Speak to her; reassure her that You are in control and she has nothing to fear. Be that audible voice that she hears saying "I have it under control. I will never leave you or forsake you." Touch her, Lord. Place Your mighty hand over her life. Bless her abundantly. I speak favor over her! Surround and protect her throughout her life. Be with her where ever she may go. In all these things I ask in Jesus name. Amen.
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
Dreams
I was flipping through channels today and stopped on a local church post reordered service stream. I listened for a few minutes of what the pastor was talking about. I must have missed the majority of the message, but what I did hear of it resonated with my life. The pastor was like me in his career. He had worked with computers and was laid off. He wanted a change in his life -his dream was to be a teacher and for some reason he placed that dream on the back burner. Now he is pursuing a teaching position. His message was don't give up on your dreams.
How many of us have dreams that we want to see manifested in our lives? How many of us have put dreams aside due to events in our lives? Maybe you had to drop out of college to take care of a family or a baby. Maybe you are afraid to pursue your dream because you have always been told you are not smart enough. What ever the reason, it is never too late to start working toward your dream.
My story starts while I was still in High School. I was a senior about to graduate and had no clue what I was going to do after school was out. See, I wasn't the smartest kid in school. I didn't make straight A's - I was more of a C and B kind of kid. I struggled at times. There were many nights where I cried because I couldn't understand my homework. It didn't help that my father called me "stupid" and "dumb" either.
Graduation came and went and I still hadn't done any research of where or what I wanted to do. Somehow, and I can't remember why, I chose to go Computer Tech. I was good at computers and figured I would excel through that program and would find a job after graduating.
It was a 15 month program and I took me longer than 15 months because I failed 2 classes. I failed a Visual Basic programming class and an Intermediate Accounting class and ended up graduating in December instead of May.
After graduating I realized that I wanted to do more. Maybe my confidence was up or something, but all I know is that I wanted to be back in school, so I applied to Fairmont State to go into a completely different field in which I had originally planned. A field in teaching.
I chose to go into education. I wanted to be a teacher like my mother...a PE/Health Teacher. Everything started off well, I was taking education classes, electives, and general requirement classes...all seemed well. Then I learned that I would need to take and pass the Praxis exam before I could even get into the teaching program. It freaked me out. I am terrible at taking tests. Yes, this was a three part test. A reading test, a math test, and a writing test. After learning about the Praxis I did what any freaked out college student would do, I changed my major to Information systems...
Fast forward a few years. I graduated with a BS degree in Information Systems and started a job in my field.
Fast forward to last year. I worked in government contracting. Once the contract you're working on ends you may or may not have a position. I ended up losing my position. During my time off I decided to go back to school and finish my degree in Education. I applied back to college and got accepted for the Winter/Spring semester. It was in May and I started studying for the Praxis. I bought a couple of books and watched countless Youtube help videos. A couple of months later I decided to take the exam. It was a partial success. I passed the reading and writing portion but failed the math portion. January rolls around and I start classes.....2 weeks go by and I get hired by a contract company to work on a Bio-metrics project. I had to accept the job offer (being on unemployment, I kind of had to).
Fast forward to the present. That contract is over and I am yet again, without work. The good thing is that I have been working as substitute teacher since the ending of the contract...
To bring this long entry to a close, I want to relate this to what I stated above about the Pastor I watched on TV today. My dream was to be a teacher. I opted out on that dream because I let fear control my destiny. Now I am studying to retake the math portion of the Praxis. Then I'm going to study for the Praxis II for the content area I want to teach. I'm going to get my teaching certification!
Maybe you're like me, maybe you gave up on your dream. I am here to say that "You can do it!" Do not like fear keep you captive! Chase your dream and rekindle that spark that you gave up on. Blow wind on those cole's to start a flame. Let that flame burn within you. Don't give up. If you need encouragement, I'll give you all the encouragement in the world. You've got this -you can do it! It's something I tell myself ever day. I have a strong desire to do what I'm doing right now and I know struggles may come, but they wont bring me down. No, I am doing this. I will not give up! So be encouraged and don't give up on your dream. It's never too late to live your dream!
For the future wife:
Honey, be encouraged today. You're a very smart woman. Work toward those dreams you have and never give up. If I saw you in the physical right now I'd be telling you. It may be hard, you may have to lay some things down, it may take longer than normal, but don't give up. I want you to be happy. I want to see the joy accomplishing your dream brings you! Remember, seek God's face in all you do. Follow Him and He will guide you. You may not know what path to take to reach your dream, but trust me, listen to that still voice and you'll never be led astray.
How many of us have dreams that we want to see manifested in our lives? How many of us have put dreams aside due to events in our lives? Maybe you had to drop out of college to take care of a family or a baby. Maybe you are afraid to pursue your dream because you have always been told you are not smart enough. What ever the reason, it is never too late to start working toward your dream.
My story starts while I was still in High School. I was a senior about to graduate and had no clue what I was going to do after school was out. See, I wasn't the smartest kid in school. I didn't make straight A's - I was more of a C and B kind of kid. I struggled at times. There were many nights where I cried because I couldn't understand my homework. It didn't help that my father called me "stupid" and "dumb" either.
Graduation came and went and I still hadn't done any research of where or what I wanted to do. Somehow, and I can't remember why, I chose to go Computer Tech. I was good at computers and figured I would excel through that program and would find a job after graduating.
It was a 15 month program and I took me longer than 15 months because I failed 2 classes. I failed a Visual Basic programming class and an Intermediate Accounting class and ended up graduating in December instead of May.
After graduating I realized that I wanted to do more. Maybe my confidence was up or something, but all I know is that I wanted to be back in school, so I applied to Fairmont State to go into a completely different field in which I had originally planned. A field in teaching.
I chose to go into education. I wanted to be a teacher like my mother...a PE/Health Teacher. Everything started off well, I was taking education classes, electives, and general requirement classes...all seemed well. Then I learned that I would need to take and pass the Praxis exam before I could even get into the teaching program. It freaked me out. I am terrible at taking tests. Yes, this was a three part test. A reading test, a math test, and a writing test. After learning about the Praxis I did what any freaked out college student would do, I changed my major to Information systems...
Fast forward a few years. I graduated with a BS degree in Information Systems and started a job in my field.
Fast forward to last year. I worked in government contracting. Once the contract you're working on ends you may or may not have a position. I ended up losing my position. During my time off I decided to go back to school and finish my degree in Education. I applied back to college and got accepted for the Winter/Spring semester. It was in May and I started studying for the Praxis. I bought a couple of books and watched countless Youtube help videos. A couple of months later I decided to take the exam. It was a partial success. I passed the reading and writing portion but failed the math portion. January rolls around and I start classes.....2 weeks go by and I get hired by a contract company to work on a Bio-metrics project. I had to accept the job offer (being on unemployment, I kind of had to).
Fast forward to the present. That contract is over and I am yet again, without work. The good thing is that I have been working as substitute teacher since the ending of the contract...
To bring this long entry to a close, I want to relate this to what I stated above about the Pastor I watched on TV today. My dream was to be a teacher. I opted out on that dream because I let fear control my destiny. Now I am studying to retake the math portion of the Praxis. Then I'm going to study for the Praxis II for the content area I want to teach. I'm going to get my teaching certification!
Maybe you're like me, maybe you gave up on your dream. I am here to say that "You can do it!" Do not like fear keep you captive! Chase your dream and rekindle that spark that you gave up on. Blow wind on those cole's to start a flame. Let that flame burn within you. Don't give up. If you need encouragement, I'll give you all the encouragement in the world. You've got this -you can do it! It's something I tell myself ever day. I have a strong desire to do what I'm doing right now and I know struggles may come, but they wont bring me down. No, I am doing this. I will not give up! So be encouraged and don't give up on your dream. It's never too late to live your dream!
For the future wife:
Honey, be encouraged today. You're a very smart woman. Work toward those dreams you have and never give up. If I saw you in the physical right now I'd be telling you. It may be hard, you may have to lay some things down, it may take longer than normal, but don't give up. I want you to be happy. I want to see the joy accomplishing your dream brings you! Remember, seek God's face in all you do. Follow Him and He will guide you. You may not know what path to take to reach your dream, but trust me, listen to that still voice and you'll never be led astray.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Road to becoming a Teacher
It's been a while since my last update. For some reason I have found it hard to want to update my blog. Circumstances have been coming against me that have left me in doubt concerning things that are happening in my life right now.
A few posts back I mentioned going back to school to become a teacher. I started back and was approached by a company for work in the Bio-metrics field. I took the position and had to drop all of my classes. The job lasted a little over 2 months due to the contract ending. I've been a substitute teacher since the contract ended and have done a little investigation. It seems that I can become a teacher without going back to school. All I have to do is pass the Praxis exam (which I have), pass the PLT exam (which I am studying right now), and pass a core exam of the subject I want to teach. So it looks like that is what I will be doing for the next few months.
That was one issue bothering me, the other was the thought of "Why even update this?" That thought has been in an out of my head so many times over the past few months. I guess there is really no excuse for it, except for letting the thought take hold of me and listening to it.
Being single is hard. I loved being in a relationship -it was fun. I enjoyed going on dates, buying birthday presents, Christmas presents, and those random gifts. I liked the time just talking to someone. Living where I live makes it even harder finding someone because of location. I know God can send a person in my path at any given time. I know He can send someone from far away just so our paths can cross -I believe that with every fiber of my being. Anymore I have began to wonder what is the point? Why even look? I haven't found her yet and doesn't look I will any time soon. I go out in public and see all these happy couples laughing and having a good time while I'm over here staring off into space. I suppose what I am getting at is that it is hard at times. I know God's word says fear, doubt and unbelief are of the Enemy...guess I should stop listening to the lies of the Devil.
for the future wife:
I apologize for being a Debbie Downer. I am sure you have felt the same at some point in time...and if not, you're freaking awesome! Right now I pray for over all wellness. I pray your mind is renewed each and every day but God's word. I speak blessing into your life! I pray the Lord answers each and ever prayer you pray. I pray you find your hearts desire.
A few posts back I mentioned going back to school to become a teacher. I started back and was approached by a company for work in the Bio-metrics field. I took the position and had to drop all of my classes. The job lasted a little over 2 months due to the contract ending. I've been a substitute teacher since the contract ended and have done a little investigation. It seems that I can become a teacher without going back to school. All I have to do is pass the Praxis exam (which I have), pass the PLT exam (which I am studying right now), and pass a core exam of the subject I want to teach. So it looks like that is what I will be doing for the next few months.
That was one issue bothering me, the other was the thought of "Why even update this?" That thought has been in an out of my head so many times over the past few months. I guess there is really no excuse for it, except for letting the thought take hold of me and listening to it.
Being single is hard. I loved being in a relationship -it was fun. I enjoyed going on dates, buying birthday presents, Christmas presents, and those random gifts. I liked the time just talking to someone. Living where I live makes it even harder finding someone because of location. I know God can send a person in my path at any given time. I know He can send someone from far away just so our paths can cross -I believe that with every fiber of my being. Anymore I have began to wonder what is the point? Why even look? I haven't found her yet and doesn't look I will any time soon. I go out in public and see all these happy couples laughing and having a good time while I'm over here staring off into space. I suppose what I am getting at is that it is hard at times. I know God's word says fear, doubt and unbelief are of the Enemy...guess I should stop listening to the lies of the Devil.
for the future wife:
I apologize for being a Debbie Downer. I am sure you have felt the same at some point in time...and if not, you're freaking awesome! Right now I pray for over all wellness. I pray your mind is renewed each and every day but God's word. I speak blessing into your life! I pray the Lord answers each and ever prayer you pray. I pray you find your hearts desire.
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