Monday, November 9, 2015
What makes a woman wife material
Monday, October 19, 2015
I don't know who you are right now. I don't even know if I have met you already. I pray right now that God will cause our paths to cross so that we'll meet. I can't even imagine who the girl is that God has set aside for me, but I do know without a doubt that you are going to be one amazing woman. I'm excited to meet you, as well as to grow with you in a spiritual way. By faith, I am believing that our paths will cross suddenly. Give her the strength, Lord to resist any attacks of the enemy. I pray that God surrounds you with protection so that no harm will come to you. And Lord, give me the strength to resist any attack from the devil as well. Give me patience.
I just want to encourage you to follow your dreams. God didn't give you those passions to give up on. Trust and cling to Him. Listen and seek. Though I man not be present, just know that I am praying for you every step of the way.
With love,
Your future Husband
Sunday, October 18, 2015
Saturday, October 17, 2015
PE teacher today
Monday, October 5, 2015
After a short hiatus
I've actually been thinking about going on hiatus from all of this. The thought of "What's the point?" continues to plague my thought process. It's not the right attitude to have and I understand that. It's just been hard that past couple of months.
Have you ever wished you knew God's complete plan and purpose for your life? Who you're going to be with, where you're going to live, what kind of job you're going to have? Would we even be able to handle or comprehend what that plan is? In all reality, most likely not, but it would still be nice to know.
Being single sucks. When everyone around you is already in or is getting in a relationship or getting married...you seen them and how happy they...it kind of makes you feel like the odd person out.
I guess this is all coming from an inexperienced dater (if that's even a word). I have no clue where to meet people. I don't work in a building with an abundance of single woman (if any at all). Males out umber females 10:1, so meeting people in the work place is ruled out. There are no single women in my church, so that 's out. My friend circle is really small so meeting someone though friends is out of the question. Point in short is, it's very hard for me to meet single women. I'm not the type of guy to really try online dating because I think it's a sham; a complete and utter waste of time.
I also suppose I sell myself short a lot of the time...
I feel that I have nothing to offer or that I'm always overlooked; overshadowed. I've been blown off more times that I can count for "being too short." I'm always the nice guy but never boyfriend material. I can't help that I'm short; I can't change it. There is nothing that I can physical do that will make to grow taller other than praying to God an believe for a miracle that He will cause my genes alter themselves thus allowing me to grow taller.
They say that you have to love yourself before you can love another person. If that's the case then so be it. I absolutely hate myself for being short. I hate that I am always overlooked for something I have no control over or can change. Of course, being short does have it's advantages, however most women don't want to be with a guy under 6'.
There's some woman out there for me...just haven't found her yet.
Tuesday, August 25, 2015
Early morning
So it’s currently 1:30 a.m. in the morning and I’m about 7 ½ hours into this 12 hour shift. I’ve read google, yahoo, and msn news so many times that I could probably tell you everything that has happened over the past week. I did turn on the TV for some background noise and to help keep me awake (really not sure if it’s working…) I’ll tell you one thing though, if you work this shift all the time then my hat is off to you. Time would go by so much faster if there were another person here. At least then I would have some sort of interaction with a human being.
Every now and then I’ll get up and walk down the hall to stretch my legs. To do so I have to walk through another room to get to the hallway. Both of these rooms, the one I am in and the one I have to walk through are motioned censored. Not sure how I do it, but occasionally I can ghost through both rooms down and back without the lights coming on. I suppose it’s just another one of my mad skills.
Saturday, August 22, 2015
Dreams are weird
Aren’t dreams amazing? The past week I’ve had a dream every night. REM sleep is simply awesome! Though I never completely remember them, they’ve been weird. Take this one I had last night for example. I dreamt my car was a Transformer (crazy right?) The night before that I had a dream I noticed this beautiful girl almost everywhere I went. She would always seem to be at the same exact place as me at the same exact time. I tried everything to get her to notice me. Eventually I walked up to her and attempted to have a conversation. No matter how I approached her she never acknowledged my presence. Nice dreams, right? Weird thing is, that’s how I basically feel. I’m never noticed. I’m always friend material and never boyfriend material…such is life.
Then you get the people who tell you your dreams mean something and try to interpret them…yea, I’m not really a believer in that voodoo.
I did some thinking this past week –not really anything heavy, just pondering “Where do singles meet?” Like where would a single guy go to meet a single girl? People tell me all the time you can meet anywhere. Yeah, whatever…that’s basically a cop out answer. No single girls go to my church. If they do, they’re way older. No singles girls work where I work. Again, I work with mostly males and if there are any singles girls, they don’t work in the section I work in and I never meet them. I also live in a very small town where the population is much older than me. The nearest big cities are roughly 50 minutes away from me in every direction. With all of that, it makes it very hard to meet anyone. Plus, I’m not going to be one of those dudes who goes up to a random girl and asks her out...I just seems creepy to me.
That brings me to online dating. To me, it’s nothing but a joke. The site founders have no interest but to make money, loading the site with multiple fake profiles and matches that a far from what you’re looking for. Speaking from experience, I’ve tried it and it was nothing but depressing. #singlelife
Christian Mingle, POF, Match, eHarmony…you name it, I’ve tried and have had zero success.
“Get out more,” people tell me. And do what? I’m not going to a bar to meet someone, no thank you very much.
I suppose that I am just going to have to trust God on this situation. I wasn’t blessed to be a part of the 6 foot tall family. The simple fact is women don’t like short guys, and I’m a short guy. I’m rejected on something I have no control over. Does it hurt? Yes. Especially when you’re told it to your face. I’m thankful for the candor, but it still stings a little. Though I am pretty much numb to it now. It’s routine for me to be told that.
Still though, I will trust God. I know there’s a girl out there for me. I know she’ll be straight from God.
Lord I pray that You are preparing me to meet my future wife. I pray that You are preparing her to meet me. Lord, if there is anything in my heart that is not pure, I ask that you will cleanse me and make me white as snow. I want to me the man my future wife deserves. A God fearing man that will put You first, his family second, and this friends third. A man that will stand by his wife through good times and bad, because I know that with You by our side we will not fall. In the meantime, continue to bless protect my future wife. I speak wholeness and wellness over her. I speak blessings and favor over her. May she be the woman You’ve called her to be.
Monday, August 17, 2015
Early morning draft
Saturday, August 15, 2015
Weekend warrior
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
New job. New start
Lord, thank You for Your grace and mercy. Thank You for all that You are doing in my life and all that You will do. Thank You for Your unfailing love when I mess up. Lord, I pray that my future wife is listening to Your voice. Thank You for her life and the impact she has on others. I pray she draws near to You in all she does.
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
When I get married
Going out to dinner or seeing couples in public I find myself making mental notes that start with that phrase. I've done it for both sides of the phrase. "When I get married, I will..." or "When I get married, I wont."
For example, Sometimes at work you may hear your coworkers talking about their spouse. Most of the time it's good, but occasionally it could be negative.
I cant help but think to myself "When I get married, I'll never do that or act that way or say that" Of course that's all the negative things I have experienced by watching couples behave. The way some husbands treat their wives is unfathomable.
Just a few examples:
When I get married, I won't....
- become fat and lazy.
- play video games like I did when I was a kid.
- become a workaholic.
- get in an over abundance of debt due to poor choices.
- be verbally or physically abusive.
When I get married, I will
- be a good listener.
- encourage my wife to go after her dreams and reach her full potential.
- provide for my family.
- raise my children in a Godly household.
- let my wife know everyday how much I love her
- be a good, Godly father to my children.
- encourage my children to all they do.
The thought of marriage is exciting and I cant wait for the day I meet my future wife. I know God has one special lady out there for me that He is preparing. He is preparing me for her as well.
Thank you, Lord for my future wife. You are a mighty God and I know that You are preparing our paths to meet. Lord, I pray for discernment so I'll know it's her when we meet. Speak to the both of us in a loud audible voice so we'll both know. Thank you, Lord for all that You are doing in our lives.
Amen!
God answers prayers
Sunday, July 19, 2015
Insecurities
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
First dates
1. If you could attend college all over again, what would you study?
2. What's your favorite restaurant?
3. What's on your playlist these days?
4. Okay, you've won the lottery. How would spend the money?
5. Are you a morning or night person?
6. What's the last good movie you saw?
7. Collect anything?
8. What's your dream job?
9. Do you have a favorite season?
10. What was your favorite cartoon character growing up?
No particular order of course, but those were just some random thoughts going through my head.
First dates are always so nerve racking -at least for me. Those butterflies you get, the expectation, the nervousness. All good things I suppose, but it sure is annoying.
I plead the blood of Jesus over my future wife. I claim His protection over her. Not only over her life, but over her family, her health, her finances, her travel, her ministry, her vehicles, and everything the Lord has given her. Guide her, Lord, direct, correct and protect her in all the paths of her life. Give her wisdom. Speak to her heart and let her know that You are hearing her prayers. I speak blessings and favor into her life. Show her You will for her life, God.
Mold me into the man my future wife needs. Lord, I confess my fears and insecurities and declare them null and void. They have no hold on me. Lead and direct me.
Amen
Monday, July 13, 2015
Work week
Sunday, July 12, 2015
Present your requests to God
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Power of our mouth
I always seem to go back to that scripture. No matter what version you read it sill gets the meaning across. We're never alone when God is with us.
The power of life and death is in the tongue Proverbs 18:31 . We have to align our mouth with the word of God and speak His promises over our situations. We can't go speaking negatively and expect God to move. God has been dealing with me on things like that. Sometime I'll find myself speaking something contrary to God's word. Not because I don't believe, but usually because I am joking around and not really meaning anything by it. That's exactly what I need to stop doing. It doesn't matter what the situation my look like, speak God's word over it no matter how hard it may be.
Lord right now I pray that my future wife is speaking Your word over her life. I pray that no matter how bleak the situation may look that she stands her ground and confesses Your word over it. Continue to bless her and be with her ever step she takes. Guide and direct her. Make her path straight. Anoint her hands so that everything she touches is for the glory of God. Pour out Your favor in her life. Put a hedge of protection around her where ever she goes. Be with her always. Amen
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
God knows the plan for our life
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
This is one of my favorite bible verses. Every time I go through something I go back to this verse. God knows the plan He has for our life! We just have lean on Him and trust His word. It's hard, I know. Especially when it doesn't look like anything is happening. Keep that positive outlook and keep confessing Gods word over your situation. Whether it be a new position, a new relationship, new friends, etc. God wants to bless us. We're not made to live in lack.
Lord right now I pray for my future wife. She can do ALL things through Christ Jesus! She is a joint-heir with You-an Ambassador for Christ! Lord, You word says in Matthew 21:22 "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. I pray right now that you will begin to manifest the prayers of my future wife in the physical. Whatever she's praying, I ask you begin to answer. Continue to bless her, Lord. Bless her abundantly. Pour out Your favor in her life! Lead and guide her in whatever she may do. Make her path straight. And Lord, keep her safe. Psalms 91:11 "For He will command His angels to guard you in all your ways" Send those angels and guard her every step. Amen
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Cast your cares on the Lord
Cast all your cares on Him because He cares for you.
I just feel led to speak that verse over you. I don't know what or if you're going through anything right now, but that word has been string in my spirit. Anxiety, unanswered questions, feelings of doubt, what ever it may be, cast it upon the Lord. Surrender all. Throw up your and give it all to God. There is nothing we go though that we cannot cast on the Lord.
One of the first few songs I learned on guitar was "For the moments I feel faint" By Relient K. The second verse in that song goes like this: "I throw up my hands. Oh the impossibilities. Frustrated and tired Where do I go from here?" Sometimes that is exactly what we have to do. Throw up our hands and just surrender it all to God. He knows what we need. He knows what He's doing. We just have to come to the realization that God can fix whatever we're going through. It's hard. I know. The devil is telling us one thing trying to sway our thoughts. Trust God.
This post goes for me as well. I need to follow my own advise.
Father right now I come boldly to the thrown of grace. I pray for my future wife and whatever she may be going though. Speak to her; reassure her that You are in control and she has nothing to fear. Be that audible voice that she hears saying "I have it under control. I will never leave you or forsake you." Touch her, Lord. Place Your mighty hand over her life. Bless her abundantly. I speak favor over her! Surround and protect her throughout her life. Be with her where ever she may go. In all these things I ask in Jesus name. Amen.
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
Dreams
How many of us have dreams that we want to see manifested in our lives? How many of us have put dreams aside due to events in our lives? Maybe you had to drop out of college to take care of a family or a baby. Maybe you are afraid to pursue your dream because you have always been told you are not smart enough. What ever the reason, it is never too late to start working toward your dream.
My story starts while I was still in High School. I was a senior about to graduate and had no clue what I was going to do after school was out. See, I wasn't the smartest kid in school. I didn't make straight A's - I was more of a C and B kind of kid. I struggled at times. There were many nights where I cried because I couldn't understand my homework. It didn't help that my father called me "stupid" and "dumb" either.
Graduation came and went and I still hadn't done any research of where or what I wanted to do. Somehow, and I can't remember why, I chose to go Computer Tech. I was good at computers and figured I would excel through that program and would find a job after graduating.
It was a 15 month program and I took me longer than 15 months because I failed 2 classes. I failed a Visual Basic programming class and an Intermediate Accounting class and ended up graduating in December instead of May.
After graduating I realized that I wanted to do more. Maybe my confidence was up or something, but all I know is that I wanted to be back in school, so I applied to Fairmont State to go into a completely different field in which I had originally planned. A field in teaching.
I chose to go into education. I wanted to be a teacher like my mother...a PE/Health Teacher. Everything started off well, I was taking education classes, electives, and general requirement classes...all seemed well. Then I learned that I would need to take and pass the Praxis exam before I could even get into the teaching program. It freaked me out. I am terrible at taking tests. Yes, this was a three part test. A reading test, a math test, and a writing test. After learning about the Praxis I did what any freaked out college student would do, I changed my major to Information systems...
Fast forward a few years. I graduated with a BS degree in Information Systems and started a job in my field.
Fast forward to last year. I worked in government contracting. Once the contract you're working on ends you may or may not have a position. I ended up losing my position. During my time off I decided to go back to school and finish my degree in Education. I applied back to college and got accepted for the Winter/Spring semester. It was in May and I started studying for the Praxis. I bought a couple of books and watched countless Youtube help videos. A couple of months later I decided to take the exam. It was a partial success. I passed the reading and writing portion but failed the math portion. January rolls around and I start classes.....2 weeks go by and I get hired by a contract company to work on a Bio-metrics project. I had to accept the job offer (being on unemployment, I kind of had to).
Fast forward to the present. That contract is over and I am yet again, without work. The good thing is that I have been working as substitute teacher since the ending of the contract...
To bring this long entry to a close, I want to relate this to what I stated above about the Pastor I watched on TV today. My dream was to be a teacher. I opted out on that dream because I let fear control my destiny. Now I am studying to retake the math portion of the Praxis. Then I'm going to study for the Praxis II for the content area I want to teach. I'm going to get my teaching certification!
Maybe you're like me, maybe you gave up on your dream. I am here to say that "You can do it!" Do not like fear keep you captive! Chase your dream and rekindle that spark that you gave up on. Blow wind on those cole's to start a flame. Let that flame burn within you. Don't give up. If you need encouragement, I'll give you all the encouragement in the world. You've got this -you can do it! It's something I tell myself ever day. I have a strong desire to do what I'm doing right now and I know struggles may come, but they wont bring me down. No, I am doing this. I will not give up! So be encouraged and don't give up on your dream. It's never too late to live your dream!
For the future wife:
Honey, be encouraged today. You're a very smart woman. Work toward those dreams you have and never give up. If I saw you in the physical right now I'd be telling you. It may be hard, you may have to lay some things down, it may take longer than normal, but don't give up. I want you to be happy. I want to see the joy accomplishing your dream brings you! Remember, seek God's face in all you do. Follow Him and He will guide you. You may not know what path to take to reach your dream, but trust me, listen to that still voice and you'll never be led astray.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Road to becoming a Teacher
A few posts back I mentioned going back to school to become a teacher. I started back and was approached by a company for work in the Bio-metrics field. I took the position and had to drop all of my classes. The job lasted a little over 2 months due to the contract ending. I've been a substitute teacher since the contract ended and have done a little investigation. It seems that I can become a teacher without going back to school. All I have to do is pass the Praxis exam (which I have), pass the PLT exam (which I am studying right now), and pass a core exam of the subject I want to teach. So it looks like that is what I will be doing for the next few months.
That was one issue bothering me, the other was the thought of "Why even update this?" That thought has been in an out of my head so many times over the past few months. I guess there is really no excuse for it, except for letting the thought take hold of me and listening to it.
Being single is hard. I loved being in a relationship -it was fun. I enjoyed going on dates, buying birthday presents, Christmas presents, and those random gifts. I liked the time just talking to someone. Living where I live makes it even harder finding someone because of location. I know God can send a person in my path at any given time. I know He can send someone from far away just so our paths can cross -I believe that with every fiber of my being. Anymore I have began to wonder what is the point? Why even look? I haven't found her yet and doesn't look I will any time soon. I go out in public and see all these happy couples laughing and having a good time while I'm over here staring off into space. I suppose what I am getting at is that it is hard at times. I know God's word says fear, doubt and unbelief are of the Enemy...guess I should stop listening to the lies of the Devil.
for the future wife:
I apologize for being a Debbie Downer. I am sure you have felt the same at some point in time...and if not, you're freaking awesome! Right now I pray for over all wellness. I pray your mind is renewed each and every day but God's word. I speak blessing into your life! I pray the Lord answers each and ever prayer you pray. I pray you find your hearts desire.
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Another Letter to her
I have been thinking and I would like to do something different or something I haven't done in a while.
Hello, future wife.
I don't know when you will read this, but I want you to know that I cannot wait for the day we meet. I occasionally find myself thinking of you -well, the idea of you. What you look like, your smile, your laugh, even the way you brush your hair behind your ear using your fingers. I think of where we will be, what kind of home will we have, even what our future children will look like. One thing I know for sure though is that God will bless us. If we keep to His word, lean and trust in Him, He will guide and bless us in all things.
Waiting isn't easy. I've waited for what seems forever. I've been in some bad relationships in the past and from time to time have felt like throwing in the towel, but I cant do that. I choose to wait for you.
Writing this kind of reminds me of message in a bottle type things. #randomThough
I want you to know that I am praying for you -every day. I pray for your health -that you will remain healthy with no sickness. I pray for blessings to fall on you -that God will bless you in all that you do. I pray for favor in all that you do. You are a Queen and a daughter of the most High God and He wants to bless His children.
Have you ever been in the middle of something and think to yourself "This would be perfect if....?" Example: When you're out walking on a breezy Spring day when it's the perfect temperature for no coats. I often think "This day would be perfect if she (you) were here." The thought gives me hope that we'll meet someday soon.
You are one amazing woman. You were fearfully and wonderfully created and you are beautiful! I can't wait until the day we become one and I get to spend the rest of my life taking care of you. I will be one blessed man.
All my love,
Your future Husband
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Come boldly to the throne of grace
Lord, You know what I've been though in the past. Guide me on the path to her. I'm not going to follow the world's standard of chasing women for temporary relationships. I'm place this in Your hands. I know deep down that my future wife is praying for me as well and praying for the day we meet! It gets hard waiting -I've impatient at times. So I pray right now that You will help me when temptation may come and show me to hold on and not fall into those relationships that are not suited for me.
I don't know who she is. I cant see her, nor can I touch her face at the moment. I don't even know if we've ever met, but the best thing I can think of right now is to pray for her -where ever she may be. Pray blessings over her. Pray health over her. Pray no lack over her. Pray protection and provision over her. Just be with her, Lord, every single day of her life and let her know that she is loved.
I wait with patience. I am anxious, nervous, and excited for the day we meet -the right time. Continuing these small prayers are a must and I look forward to the day when I see beautiful you walking up the isle and us being committed to one another saying "I do"
All these things I as in Jesus' name. Amen and amen!
Monday, March 30, 2015
Doing things differently
Sunday, March 29, 2015
The things people say
Thursday, March 26, 2015
equally yoked
Godly woman. Godly relationship.
I do miss being in a relationship. I miss the fun the dates, the fun of finding things in common with that person, and just that companionship knowing someone actually cares for you. Being from a small town where the closest city is 40+ minutes away makes it hard to meet people -it really does. People will disagree, but to me it's a challenge. I'm not a bar type of guy -what kind of Christian woman are you going to meet in a bar? I sort of made a New Years resolution to myself that I would attempt to meet more people and so far I'm failing miserably. It's only February though.
For the future wife.
Always remember that God fights for us! He is for us and not against us. If we ever need something, all we have to do is call on His name and He is faithful to answer. Never think that you are never enough. You are more than enough -you have God on your side. I speak confidence into your life. I speak blessings into your life! I speak wholeness into your life! You are an amazing woman - bold, fearless, faithful woman. You are beautiful, caring, and compassionate. Never let the enemy speak those negative words to you.
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Songs for sunday
For the future wife:
Lord, continue to make her a woman of noble character, compassion, wisdom, diligence, and skill in whatever she puts her hands to. I ask right now, in Jesus name that you will replace any insecurities she my have with the ability to trust you and to rest in your word. Be her shield and guard her from the evil one. Let your favor rest upon her. Bless her and prosper her.
Friday, March 20, 2015
First day of spring
First day of spring by the way...
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Almost wrecked today
My Nintendo Amiibo collection is coming along nicely. I'm a little late on the bandwagon so I have to play catch up, but I'm getting closer to owning them all.
For the future wife:
Exodus 14:14 says "The Lord will fight for you; You only need to be still" How cool is it to know that?! The Lord fights for us! Those battles where there's no way we can win in our own strength, God is there with us! All we need is to trust and rely on Him. He will never leave us or forsake us...
When those hard times come your way, trust in God. Put your faith to the test -faith of a mustard seed is all we need. You are a strong courageous woman of God. You don't know how special and loved you are. You are beautiful inside and out! Keep doing your thing -keep trusting in God -keep your faith and believe that God will deliver on His word!
Lord, keep her safe. Send your Angels and place a hedge of protection to surround her. Let no evil or harm come near her. She is your daughter, Lord. Heal any emotional scars she may have. Heal her physically if she needs it. I thank you for all You do, Lord. Amen and amen.
Sunday, March 15, 2015
Encouragement
Tuesday, March 10, 2015
Wise advice
Monday, March 9, 2015
Singleness
It's not all that bad I suppose. If I want to sit around in my underwear all day and play video games, who's to stop me? If I want to eat an entire cake or pizza -I can. If I want to eat out of the ice cream carton then "go me."
At any rate, I will continue this journey until I find her...
For the future wife:
Fill her life with joy - a joy in You that reaches beyond material riches. A joy that says without a doubt "I will go where you go and anything if You are in it." Give her a peace of mind that confirms this in her faith. Lord, I pray right now that any difficulties in her life are made well. I speak those those situations in Jesus' name and declare them void! I pray right now for her success. I pray that she prospers in what ever she does for the glory of your kingdom. Continue to bless her, Lord. Keep her safe and secure.
Amen
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Fear, doubt, unbelief
Ever have one of those days where it seems as if your brain is on overload? You cant stop thinking -no matter what it is. It doesn't even have to be important (but usually it is). Well, that has been me today. Seems like I cant get my mind to settle down. First, I started thinking about my job. The contract I am working on is about to end and I could possibly be unemployed...again. Next, I start thinking about the certification exam I failed and when I will be ready for a retake (which has to be soon because it's required for my job). Then then I start thinking about three words. "Fear, Doubt, and Unbelief." I know it's God speaking to me, because why else would those words come to me? It's something I still struggle with -probably shouldn't, but I still do. The fear of losing my job. Not because of anything I did, but because of and end of contract. Loss of job means unemployment. I hate being unemployed. "What if I cant find another job?" "How long will it take before I find another job?" Now the word "doubt" comes in. I can hear God saying "Why do you doubt Me?" "Haven't I brought you this far?" God will never leave us of forsake us -I know this, but I still sometimes let the enemy lie to me. It's not that I have unbelief in God. I know who He is and what He can do. I've seen him work in my life and peoples around me....I guess I sometimes focus too much on that the enemy is saying instead of listening to God's voice. I'm working in it and with God's grace I'll get it!
For the future wife:
I pray right now that you will not listen to the lies of the enemy. When thoughts come against you telling you the opposite of God's word, smack those thoughts down. Focus on what God says! Be strong and bold! Don't let the enemy speak those lies to you. I pray that God is breaking you out of where you are. If anything is holding you back from reaching your full potential in Christ, I pray those chains are broken off you! You have so much to offer...You're a daughter of the most High God! Bless her Lord, bless her beyond measure -pressed down, shaken together, and running over. Keep her safe in all that she does. Amen and amen!
Friday, February 27, 2015
Purpose
For the future wife:
Lord, right now I ask that Your loving arms and presence will just wrap around her. Cloth her in Your grace. I pray that You will give her the desires of her heart. Give her a heart like You. The bible tells us to pray without ceasing...Though we may not see our prayers being answered in the physical, they are being prepared in the spiritual, so I pray right now that she prays until she see's the manifestation in the physical. Guide and direct her step. Keep her safe. Amen!
Monday, February 23, 2015
What does it take to be a man
Promises. Always, always try your very best to keep your promises. Whether it be something complex or simple, always strive to keep your promises. You've heard the phrase "I'm a m, an of my word?" It shows you take responsibility. It shows commitment and integrity. The trust others have in you and the trust you have in yourself and your ability to deliver on those promises will grow. Speaking with authority, and I don't mean yelling or belittling or being forceful. A man needs to have that authoritative voice.
For the future wife:
You're awesome! Put a smile on your face and walk with confidence! I am behind you 100% Sometimes in life we lose hope and go astray. Don't lose that hope. Look forward and believe in tomorrow!
Friday, February 20, 2015
Another Snow Storm
Second, work. I got hired for this company (which I love) and the contract they're working on is coming to a close in March. I basically work for them for a month and 17 days then the contract ends. There are talks about another contract but nothing is official and on paper as of yet. Praying that I get on that project. #IhateJobSearching
Lord help me to be humble and not fall into a mindset of entitlement. I want to have a heart of gratitude. Show me how to put my future wife first -her needs and wants before my own. Rid me of any selfishness that I may have. And above all, show me how to live how You lived and love like You loved.
For the future wife:
Lord, I pray you give her the strength and courage to face what ever my come her way. When trials and challenges come her way, I pray that you will give her a peace of mind that she'll know that everything will be just fine. I pray that discouragement will NOT over take her and she will look to You. Bless her Lord. Fill her heart with joy. Heal her from anything coming against her. I speak prosperity into her life -fill her cup and overflow it! Keep her safe from harm, Lord -protect her.
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Unanswered Prayers
Monday, February 16, 2015
Be patient
"Be patient and not settle." Those words go through my head more and more. I know that I don't want anything less than God's best for my life, but it's hard sometimes...Everyone around me getting in relationships or getting married makes me wonder. It makes question if I am really that undesirable. Am I really that bad? Am I that unlikable? Thoughts of the enemy, I know, but nonetheless. I know in my spirit that God has one special woman for me. She'll be all I ever wanted and the one that God has ordained for me.
For the future wife:
I pray that you are becoming strong in your relationship with God. By doing so it will allow you to make wiser decisions and you will find that by growing wiser you'll see the plan and purpose God has for your life. I also pray that you are enjoying life to it's fullest -God created a big world for us and there is so much to explore!
Lord I pray that you bless my future wife wherever she is today on her journey. Give her the strength to move one more day toward me...toward our meeting. Don't let her give up and lose heart, but rather assure her that my heart waits for her alone. Today, Lord, make her walk fruitful. Right now I pray that You will let our paths intersect in Your divine plan for our lives. Bless my future wife. Bless her beyond measure. Wherever she is in her walk to me, bless her and keep her safe.
Sunday, February 8, 2015
The Lord is good
Saturday, January 31, 2015
New job -Monday
I should also mention that I am planning on buying a new guitar this year (hopefully). Don't get me wrong, I love my Ovation -it was my first "expensive" guitar I bought -second to my first "cheap"
guitar that I bought from The Home Shopping Channel...yeah, we wont get into that. After my Grandpap died, I kind of got his guitar. It's an older guitar and sounds sooo good. My ovation sounds good too, but it has a plastic back on it which gives it a weird tone.
For the future wife:
I pray that you are blessed beyond measure! I pray that your cup overflows with the blessings of God in your life. Keep your eyes on Him and don't let the world move you. It's hard sometimes, trust me -I know. I've been down rough roads and tears have been shed -especially this past year. Just keep your faith and know that I am praying for you as well. Even when you think no one else cares, know that I do...
I'm just going to pray right now that our paths cross THIS year and we'll meet. I pray that we'll both know that when we meet that it was a divine encounter form God. I'm praying suddenly! That's what I did with my job and that's what I'm doing now.
In the mean time, keep safe and keep your eyes on God...
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Short post
To the future wife:
I don't know why I went through the season I did, but I do know that I grew. Maybe God is working things out of me in order to prepare me for you. I do know that he is teaching me the way to love so that I will be able to truly love you...Finding you is a crucial part of my life -I don't want to mess it up. I am praying and seeking God on this one and leaving it in His hands. He knows what He's doing. Just know that my heart is yours and wherever you are right now, I pray that God will surround you and protect you.
Lord, right now I want to thank You for my future wife, and how perfect You've molded and shaped her for me. After all women I've dated and thought there was something there, it's hard to comprehend there is someone out there who is designed just for me. And Lord, continue to prepare me for her. I want to give her 100% of me. Speak to each of our hearts. Guide us on the path so that one day we will meet and eventually become one.
Amen and amen.
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Praise report
Sunday, January 18, 2015
You are not invisible
So we played live today in church! We still have a lot to learn, but I feel as if it went well.
For the future wife:
You may feel invisible at times...however, I want you to know that you are invaluable. No one or anything can replace you. You are immeasurable and priceless.
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Feelings of doubt
I've also been thinking about relationships lately -just in general. Who I am looking for, what am I looking for, why haven't I found "the one" yet. Because honestly, I've been single for 3 years now. I either get blown off or get some lame excuse. It's made me wonder if I am extremely picky or do I just know what I am looking for? Then the thought came to me...maybe I should also be praying that the Lord changes me. Maybe I still have some stuff in me that needs worked out. So I've stared praying that God will change me. Mold and craft me into the man that my future wife deserves. I want to be her strong tower (aside for God of course) a place of trust and comfort.
For the future wife:
Lord, right now I pray for my future wife. I pray that she will humble herself before you and be strong, courageous, and careful to do everything written in Your word. I pray she has a forgiving heart. She is a masterpiece! You crafted her after all, I wouldn't expect any less. Fill her heart, fill her life with Your presence. Bless her and keep her safe.
I cant wait to learn everything about you even if it takes me the rest of my life...especially if it takes me the rest of my life. It'll be an unforgettable ride that we'll both cherish.
Honestly, and this goes along with what I said in the second paragraph...what I've been thinking lately has inspired me to write a song, a song about you...I'll warn you first though, I'm not a good singer, but I really feel led to do this and hopefully I'll get to share it with you when we finally meet.